Maybe Mondays

As I was thinking about what I wanted my next blog post to be, I realized that Monday's are not only the beginning of the week, but a chance to set goals and work towards them. I then decided that every week, I would start off a Monday with a list of things to work towards or things to maybe forget about (;

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Maybe Monday

1) This week will be the week I get school stuff figured out. I'm sick of stressing about it and wondering if everything will work itself out. I just want to go back to the time when I was happy to learn and happy to be in class. I'm over having a mini meltdown any time I think about transferring to another school right away.

2) I'll be able to get some sleep this week. Ever since I left for school and then returned, I've developed some sort of weird insomnia esq. sleeping issue. Hopefully that will all be settled with a redesign of my room.

3) My parents will realize I'm not twelve anymore. As an almost twenty college kid looking to figure out life, I want nothing more than the same respect they afford others my same age. I can't stand the fact that I have to fight with them over the same things every.single.day to get my point across. Is it really to much to ask to be treated as an adult, at least for the most part?

4) I'll actually go through and clean my room/closet out. I want new clothes in the worst way possible, but I really need to figure out what I no longer like before I buy new to replace. Which is harder than it would seem when you can't ever make up your mind. 

This last one isn't a maybe, it's a fact, but....

4.5) You're literally the most amazing person I've ever met in the world. I want nothing more than to be with you forever. Which is an incredibly scary feeling. But it's also amazing. 

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